Vault
A few things to know. One is about the jailers. One is about iron. One is about the Holy Spirit's guidance while under arrest. One is about fault.
Jailers - They're called tormenters and judges, but jailers is proper.
Iron - You might find they come from beyond iron bars. They live in vaults. They're prisoners, and seek to be the boss, but they've got no real legal authority. It's you who's responsible, not them bitches.
Holy Spirit - Jesus tells us not to worry about what you say when they arrest you. The Holy Spirit will guide you. Try to live in your heart and do what you know is right so that relationship is the most important. Don't let them touch you with their desperation. You're never desperate as long as you have tears to cry.
Fault - It isn't your fault. As much as they want you to believe and convince you of it. Their behavior is not your responsibility. Where your fault may be is your fear of it. Remember when the heart condemns us, ask forgiveness, and you don't have to speak when you pray, God is greater than any of this, and in my experience, though I'm not sure if this is ok to say, so hear me out, but as a father, I'd never put my child in an environment to fail and blame him for failing. Two, it might be all a lot simpler than we think, and it's only a kind word that guides us in because you still have love in your heart.