Ruach
One thing I've been thinking of lately is how a lot of analysis will just beat something to death. When attempting the profound, I have to have it in the realm of love. When you take all the life and love out of something it decimates our inspiration. You build better fueled ideas rooted in love.
When reading or considering the Bible lately, I've been trying to remember none of these people had a Bible that we study. That they were the most miraculous of us all, yet they had no text like we do. Certainly not the same stuff. Some of them had a thousand years of Jewish law but there were also a lot of dogs like me.
So I want it to be free. It needs not to be so constrictive. I even told God one time I don't think it should be this hard. Even if that's foolish.